1.26.09

I had a good weekend. I don't regret going to Georgia. I just think it shows how much I will do for a person I love. 13 hours in 72 hours. I really love him. I'm not sure he loves me as much as I love him, but I never allow myself to love someone who loves me more than I can love.

I feel depressed tonight because I've realized that I've hurt some people who have tried to help me. I'm always ready and willing to love someone who will just as sure turn his back on me one day. I think I'm just going to cry this off my back for the night. I have a lot of other things to worry about too. It will be okay. I just want to be alone for right now.